Soooo I bet you’ve been wondering where I’ve been right? Well the summer has past, the days and months trucking along with barely a moment to pause and smell the roses. I can’t say much has changed except that work has been crazy busy!
My Sweet P is still kicking around – as aloof as ever. I often wonder why I bother continuing to attempt to engage in a relationship with him….I mean we are more pen pals than anything else. I rarely see him – in fact I think it’s been a month since we have been in the same room. For some unknown reason I still carry a torch for him, although it is dimming lately. Have you ever had those people who just give you butterflies every time you see them and sometimes just when you think about them? He does it for me…but at the same time he infuriates me with his constant excuses about why he can’t get together for a date. In fact I don’t even know where he lives and we’ve been seeing each other since May. Weird right??
I’m fairly active on this one particular meeting site and have been texting and chatting with a few guys. I’ve even been asked out by several but I keep finding excuses not to go, to cancel or even reschedule. The heart wants what the heart wants no matter what the brain tries to tell it. I’m in no rush and I don’t need a guy to complete my life so for now Sweet P has a front row seat in my heart.
The good news is I’m feeling great about myself! I’m becoming slowly more outgoing and finding it easier to make friends and chat online with guys to see if we have a connection. I’ve made some great on-line friends and even considered meeting some. Yes considered it – actually met them?? Well no I haven’t done that yet. Actually I’m telling lies. Yes I have – one guy who we’ll call 6 pack. Funny story there for another time.
But running a close second is Upstate NY. But that story is much too long and complicated to get into on my first post back. Let’s just say we hit it off immediately but there are complications to the right and obstacles to the left.
On a completely different topic I just got back from a much needed family vacation. Enjoyed a few of the funnest attractions to be had in the Orlando area. Can’t wait to tell you more about the whole vacation but again gotta stay on track – well sort of.
It’s good to be back writing again. Remind me that it’s a good outlet if I disappear again! And now we have lots to talk about. so stay tuned for tales of 6 pack, Upstate NY and vacation good times. And now to take a minute for myself to just breathe and enjoy this beautiful end of summer day!